Where's my Libido?

I have my week off work soon, and the few days leading up to it are usually when my sex drive is at it's highest. Mine does tend to come and go in waves, but I generally have a high libido compared to most. I actually allow myself to get kicks out of my job, and don't see why I shouldn't! I completely understand why some escorts don't let themselves climax with clients' the want to save something for their boyfriends, they want love making to be a different experience to work. Of course I don't come every time with every client, but if I'm feeling a bit horny I like to enjoy the big hard cock presented to me! It wouldn't make an orgasm with a boyfriend any less intense or special; in fact, the more sex a woman has the higher her sex drive becomes (that explains a lot).

Anyway, I went off on a tangent. What I started saying was that my sex drive feels really low at the moment. I was with a client last night who I find quite attractive, and he's great with his fingers so I usually come more than once during an evening with him. I managed to get wet without whipping out the lube, but as he slid his finger up inside me I could feel that my muscles were tense. My mind was somewhere else and I really had to concentrate to get in the moment. It probably felt good that my pussy was so tight around his cock, but it was for the wrong reasons.

I think the problem is that the barman and I haven't been so close lately. He keeps annoying me and I can't decide what I want. I want him, but not how things are with him based in Bournemouth... but there's no way I'm leaving London to chase that dream! It's so complicated.

Ho hum,

Brooke x

Memories

I don't know why, but I've been reminiscing quite a bit lately. Last night I remembered a young man I met on holiday when I was 17; he was still a virgin - terribly attractive. We fooled around a bit under the Greek sun, and I once visited him back home. That's when I took his V Plates and taught him how to fly :-)

I consider myself a fairly well sexed lady; I've seen it all over the years. But for some reason, I still consider that to be one of the best shags I've ever had! I must confess that I did most the work, spending the majority of the time on top. I wasn't overly experienced myself back then, but I'd had a couple of boyfriends and knew how it worked. We were both hugely confused afterwards by the sizeable patch of slimy stuff on the bed afterwards, because he had definitely come inside the condom. Looking back, it would seem that I must have quite impressively squirted during my adolescent orgasm! This even surprises me now, because never since have I squirted like that. I've had the odd gush and mini squirts, but nothing on that scale. Well done virgin, you must've hit the spot!

Ah, sweet memories. Actually, I'm quite horny again now.

Brooke x

Pulling Myself Together

Ok, I've allowed myself time to go over that day in my head, and unless he visits the UK again or invites me over there, I will not dwell on it any longer. I won't compare every other guy or client to him, that would be seriously unfair on the rest of the male population!

Went to Josh's last night. I think he could tell I was a bit distant, so he tried his best to cheer me up, bless him. He cooked for me, and gave me an awesome massage. I felt myself heating up as he worked his hands lower; he planted delicate kisses on the nape of my neck, and bit gently at my ear lobes and shoulders. The guilt I felt melted away, making way for the lust that always overcomes me when Josh is around. As usual, by the time his fingers found my pussy it was already so wet. A little gasp escaped his lips when he felt that, every time's like the first at that moment. I was still lying face down on the bed from the massage, but raised my hips enough for his hand to work under me. He shifted down slightly and prised my legs further apart so he could enter me from behind. The weight of his body along the length of mine crushed me, but it felt good. His hand pushed my head into the bed even harder, and his thrusts became more rough. The pillows muffled the noise of me crying out. I managed to wriggle one of my hands free, and pushed my arse further into him, giving myself space to rub my clit.

I don't multiple orgasm very often, but when I do it's incredible. I'm sure any girl will vouch for that! We stayed in bed for the rest of the evening, and made much more slow & gentle love during the night. Feeling much more positive today, and realise that I shouldn't feel guilty for being drawn to other guys. There are some things you can't control.

Kisses,

Brooke x