Ohhhh

Feeling rough. Will have to fill you in tomorrow as looking at my laptop is too much effort right now... x

Sex Marathon

TWO HOURS STRAIGHT. Now that's what I call getting your money's worth.

It was a fabulous joint effort. We took it in turns to take control, flipping each other over and under and trying every position we could think of; the only breaks were to rehydrate as our mouths got dry, but everything else was nice and wet. I was highly impressed with his stamina - this was the longest session we'd ever had together. He likes it quite rough, and by the time I was finished with him he had scratch marks all over his body. I liked the look of it, because I so often have to be careful not to mark my clients' bodies at all! Like a cat marks his territory, I had quite clearly left the message that "Brooke woz ere" [sic]...

Today, I ache from my neck down to my knees - every muscle in my body has been pushed to the limit. It's as if I had a long session at the gym, but so much more fun! I think I'll have to go book a massage today.

Hope your weekend was as fun as mine,

Brooke x

Too Much

I feel like Lady Gaga. "I've had a little bit too much, all of the people start to rush"...
I feel soooo rough today. Had a bit of a wild party last night and am definitely paying for it today. Think I need to go back to bed and dream about Brad Pitt. That'll make me feel better.

Brooke x

Pulling Myself Together

Ok, I've allowed myself time to go over that day in my head, and unless he visits the UK again or invites me over there, I will not dwell on it any longer. I won't compare every other guy or client to him, that would be seriously unfair on the rest of the male population!

Went to Josh's last night. I think he could tell I was a bit distant, so he tried his best to cheer me up, bless him. He cooked for me, and gave me an awesome massage. I felt myself heating up as he worked his hands lower; he planted delicate kisses on the nape of my neck, and bit gently at my ear lobes and shoulders. The guilt I felt melted away, making way for the lust that always overcomes me when Josh is around. As usual, by the time his fingers found my pussy it was already so wet. A little gasp escaped his lips when he felt that, every time's like the first at that moment. I was still lying face down on the bed from the massage, but raised my hips enough for his hand to work under me. He shifted down slightly and prised my legs further apart so he could enter me from behind. The weight of his body along the length of mine crushed me, but it felt good. His hand pushed my head into the bed even harder, and his thrusts became more rough. The pillows muffled the noise of me crying out. I managed to wriggle one of my hands free, and pushed my arse further into him, giving myself space to rub my clit.

I don't multiple orgasm very often, but when I do it's incredible. I'm sure any girl will vouch for that! We stayed in bed for the rest of the evening, and made much more slow & gentle love during the night. Feeling much more positive today, and realise that I shouldn't feel guilty for being drawn to other guys. There are some things you can't control.

Kisses,

Brooke x