Up & Down

I have no idea why, but I've been feeling pretty hormonal lately. My moods are up and down, and I've been lying awake at night for hours when I usually sleep like a log. I thought a bit of masturbation might send me off, but I came three times before I admitted defeat last night! My body was completely worn out but my brain just wouldn't stop ticking. My head was full of all the little things that have been bugging me recently; men, fair weather friends and unreasonable neighbours who complain every time you set foot on your own floor. We are not noisy!

The sun has done wonders in perking me up, but it seems like more of an effort to stay cheerful this week when it usually comes so naturally to me. Hopefully it will pass - I have complete confidence that it will.

I was hoping to see one of my regulars tomorrow night but he's off on holiday for 2 weeks, so I might find myself at a loose end unless I get another booking. It's been a while since I had a long bath, maybe I'll go for that.

Brooke x