Up & Down

I have no idea why, but I've been feeling pretty hormonal lately. My moods are up and down, and I've been lying awake at night for hours when I usually sleep like a log. I thought a bit of masturbation might send me off, but I came three times before I admitted defeat last night! My body was completely worn out but my brain just wouldn't stop ticking. My head was full of all the little things that have been bugging me recently; men, fair weather friends and unreasonable neighbours who complain every time you set foot on your own floor. We are not noisy!

The sun has done wonders in perking me up, but it seems like more of an effort to stay cheerful this week when it usually comes so naturally to me. Hopefully it will pass - I have complete confidence that it will.

I was hoping to see one of my regulars tomorrow night but he's off on holiday for 2 weeks, so I might find myself at a loose end unless I get another booking. It's been a while since I had a long bath, maybe I'll go for that.

Brooke x

Favouritism

For those of you who read my blog regularly, you will have gathered that I now have a handful of reasonably regular clients, and only occasionally see someone new when they come by recommendation. Over the last couple of months, a particular favourite has emerged; of course I'd never let him or any of my other clients know this, and I mustn't let him take advantage of my leniency with him...

Last night I saw him again at very short notice; I'd only been back in London for a few hours and really could've done with an early night, but somehow he convinced me to go and stay with him. To be honest I was quite horny as I hadn't had any all week, so my arm was quite easily twisted! I've never been one of those girls who won't allow themselves to enjoy time with clients; if I'm not attracted to them I remain professional, if I am then it's a bonus! This is the same guy who I masturbated over around a month ago (and a couple of times since then) - he definitely gets me going.

I took my time teasing him last night, which showed great self restraint from me; if I had my own way I would have jumped him immediately! I know that he likes the build up though, and he likes to watch me take him into my mouth first. I kissed the inside of his thighs, gently licking all around his balls and perineum, then licking all the way up his shaft as I looked up at him - that drives him wild. I put his hands on my head to encourage him to grab my hair, and that's when things got really heated - my pussy was already throbbing the way it usually does after sex or an orgasm. It was such a hot, frantic session and if it wasn't for severe fatigue I would've happily done it 5 times over. Luckily he fell asleep before me so I was free to collapse, and he slept with his arm round my waist.

Sometimes it's hard not to get attached when you get on so well, but I just remind myself to live in the moment and not think about the future too much. He could find a new favourite escort tomorrow, that's just the way things go sometimes. Hope he doesn't though.

Happy Monday,

Brooke x