Shhhhh

I need everything to be really quiet please, otherwise my head will never forgive me. I woke up with a dry mouth, slight nausea and the dull thud in my brain that comes as a result of mixing your drinks. All in all a pretty good night; there was food, music, dancing and cocktails - an intoxicating blend!

I can't say the sex was mind blowing, but it must have relieved a certain amount of tension because today it is not the first thing on my mind. In fact, there's not much on it at all; if I looked into the corners of my mind right now, I'm pretty sure I'd just find fuzz and a burning desire for more sleep!

Now the weekend is here, but I don't have that Friday feeling just yet... maybe later....

Brooke x

Vibrating Frustration

I'm a very laid back, fun loving girl. I manage to vent most of my manic, crazy thoughts through writing, so little of that carries over to my real life. However, this week I feel like I have a lot of pent up stress and I don't know who to vent it to. I hate to burden people with my problems (which are so insignificant compared to so many things in the world), so sometimes I have to find another outlet.

I think that's why I like sex so much; it's a delicious way to relieve tension. Yesterday I had no bookings but needed some relief, so I got reacquainted with my vibrator. I don't actually get it out that often; I don't take toys to appointments unless requested, and normally just my fingers rubbing my clitoris will do when I'm alone. However, with the flat to myself I took advantage of the privacy and made as much noise as I wanted. Two of my orgasms were with the buzzing tip pressed to my clit, and the third was with the vibrator inside me.

As intensely as I came, it still wasn't the same as being with a man - real flesh. I missed the heat, the heavy breathing, the feel of skin on skin and body on body. Thank God I have plans tonight; he's a bit of a party boy so there's likely to be drinking of shots and eager, clumsy sex. I hope so.

Brooke x

Where's my Libido?

I have my week off work soon, and the few days leading up to it are usually when my sex drive is at it's highest. Mine does tend to come and go in waves, but I generally have a high libido compared to most. I actually allow myself to get kicks out of my job, and don't see why I shouldn't! I completely understand why some escorts don't let themselves climax with clients' the want to save something for their boyfriends, they want love making to be a different experience to work. Of course I don't come every time with every client, but if I'm feeling a bit horny I like to enjoy the big hard cock presented to me! It wouldn't make an orgasm with a boyfriend any less intense or special; in fact, the more sex a woman has the higher her sex drive becomes (that explains a lot).

Anyway, I went off on a tangent. What I started saying was that my sex drive feels really low at the moment. I was with a client last night who I find quite attractive, and he's great with his fingers so I usually come more than once during an evening with him. I managed to get wet without whipping out the lube, but as he slid his finger up inside me I could feel that my muscles were tense. My mind was somewhere else and I really had to concentrate to get in the moment. It probably felt good that my pussy was so tight around his cock, but it was for the wrong reasons.

I think the problem is that the barman and I haven't been so close lately. He keeps annoying me and I can't decide what I want. I want him, but not how things are with him based in Bournemouth... but there's no way I'm leaving London to chase that dream! It's so complicated.

Ho hum,

Brooke x