Sordid Dreams

I spent the night with one of my clients last night, and had some weird, vivid dreams. The evening had been quite normal; we got a bit tipsy with a bottle of Grey Goose and cranberry juice, talked and laughed for a couple of hours over the din of the hotel bar, then made our way back to his room. He had watched as I slowly undressed, then he pulled me towards where he sat on the bed with his hands around my hips.

This guy always likes it on top; I think he enjoys the power of being with an escort, choosing the time and place, getting exactly what he wants. He laid me back and gripped the top of my arms, pinning me down as I opened my legs for him and let him inside. I could see him watching my breasts bounce up and down as he pumped into me, and that's all he needed. He had no desire for any acrobatics, dirty talk or kinky play - he just wanted to fuck me good and hard.

When he collapsed on top of me with a groan, there was no small talk; he thanked me, called me "wonderful, as usual" and rolled over to sleep. I had a quick shower and tried to join him, but it took me some time to drift off. When I finally did, I replayed the events of tonight, except in my dream more and more men kept materialising. They passed me between them, some other clients, some unfamiliar faces. It was like pass the parcel with my pussy - just a mass of flesh moving around the room with me lost in the middle. I wasn't scared but I didn't enjoy it either; I woke up feeling uncomfortable that I hadn't been in control.

I'm not very good at interpreting dreams and don't really know what it means; I could already tell you that I don't like it when situations are out of my control. The sunshine has cheered me up now anyway, last night seems like a long time ago.

Brooke x

Orgy

My cravings were satisfied this weekend. I went to a party that started off a little dire and ended up pretty amazing. I was with a girl and a guy - remember Serena? She's always a huge hit with both genders. It was her first orgy, but I was impressed at how easily she threw herself into it! Every time I looked over she had at least four other bodies worshipping hers, and she revelled in it.

When we walked into the town house, the music was too loud and the lights were too harsh; I'm very critical of parties as I throw such a good one! Eventually, they succumbed to soft lighting and more mellow tunes, which really helped everyone to get in the mood. Nobody took their clothes off until almost 1am, but it only takes one couple to start for everyone else to follow suit...

I met some interesting characters who I'm hoping to stay in touch with; it always surprises me how often influential people enjoy that scene. And I almost lost my favourite knickers at the end of the night, that was a close one!

My memories of the night are a bit of a blur, but I can still recall the mass of warm flesh all around me. Some of the girls had the softest lips and the smoothest skin, and the guys never tired. My knees are a bit bruised from the time I spent on them - more men gushed about my oral skills.

I don't feel like doing much today; that party really took it out of me! I think I just need a rest before going to see any clients...

Brooke x

Week Off/ Swingers Party

Ah, a week off work. I need some serious time to catch up with family, washing and ironing, mundane things like that. But looking at the amount of raining headed our way, staying in might just be a good thing.

Went along to that swingers party on Saturday, and it was highly interesting. The venue was beautiful, rustic chic. The first hour or two were actually quite civilized, everyone just standing around in posh dresses quaffing champagne. But once the witching hour began, the whole mood changed... people began to ascend upstairs, where there were 4 huge beds pushed together. I stood and watched - I was with an old friend of mine who had more experience than I in this field. I urged him to go join in with a couple he had met before; it was fascinating. A proper orgy, with about 12 bodies intertwined. Everyone licking, sucking or fucking something. There was quite a lot of girl on girl action, with some men proudly showing off their wives and girlfriends. It was clear that some were exhibitionists and loved to be watched, and others were completely lost in the fervour.

I did join in a little; not in the thick of it, but perched on the edge of the bed giving my friend a blow job (one of my favourite past times). I gave it my best, and after he'd come I realised that we had quite a large audience! One guy proclaimed that we should be on TV, so enjoyable was our show. Sweet!

I'm glad I went, but don't think I could make a habit of it. The novelty would soon wear off I expect.

Happy Monday,

Brooke x