Fun Times

I've had a lot of fun over the last few days, catching up with friends and letting my hair down. Even stomping around in the rain on Saturday was good - sometimes you have to forget your vanity and embrace the drowned rat look!

I declined another date yesterday saying that I had another engagement, but it was really because I'm still not feeling back in the zone just yet. I'm pretty sure that by the end of the week, my libido will make a grand entrance and demand some attention... it can be quite the spoiled brat sometimes. I'd better give it what it wants!

Brooke x

Libido

Wow, my libido is through the roof at the moment! I don't know if it's a scientific/hormonal thing as I'm currently at my most fertile time of the month, but this monster just won't be tamed. I didn't have a booking last night as I'd made spa plans with a girl friend. As we laid in the sauna and discussed men (mainly the barman and her recent ex), I found myself picturing last weekend all too clearly. I could've done without being any hotter in there!

I went straight to bed when I got home - I was in serious need of some 'me' time. I didn't reach for my vibrator, there was no time for that. My fingers were all I needed, but as I rubbed my own wetness over my clit I found myself wishing that his beautiful cock was inside me, filling me up. It took longer than I expected for me to come; I found it hard to concentrate, trying so hard to keep his face clear in my mind. But when I did, it was long and satisfying. My body shook and convulsed as I tried to stay quiet (flatmates at home).

I don't know how long it will be until I see him again, I haven't heard from him for a couple of days. I may end up secretly picturing the barman when I'm with my client tonight, though he won't know about it.

Can't sit still,

Brooke x